icing sugar

i_zuh @ 2005-05-05T22:43:00

2005-05-06T02:43:57Z

in a month or two
you'll wake up to a new day
walk down the street and meet someone
fall in love
and forget
that you had ever loved me

standing tall

2005-03-20T00:22:19Z

clara's house was super fun today... we laughed at mrs. timberlake shirts and keanu reeves diaries-)
my costume, although very minimal, will probably take another three days to finish, i got a hand cramp from cutting out the stupid feathers, but this birdie will look fabulous!!
we listened to gwen, and now i have hollaback girl in my head (my shit is bananas: B-A-anana-yanas!!)and n*sync celebrity CD... p.s. i learned to love (8)just the two of us & (8)gone

currently listening to BEP

later days

chop

2005-03-18T01:58:22Z

okay so i was bored of doing my work.. and like any normal and bored person, i chopped my hair off

well it was only supposed to be on my bangs, but i was cutting without my glasses when i realizef i just cut off half of my hair on the left side...

after crying for 10 minutes, i finally decided that i would stop crying, because hair grows

so now when i go back to school, i'll either:

a) have un-even hair OR
b) have a boy-cut hair

later days

i_zuh @ 2005-02-25T20:06:00

2005-02-26T01:27:12Z

"one day you'll look back and realize this is all just stupid teenage drama"

lovers and friends

2004-12-17T13:06:54Z

sometime i wanna be your lover
sometime i wanna be your friend
sometime i wanna hug you
hold hands, slow dance while the record spins
opened up your heart cuz you said i made you feel so comfortable
used to play back then, now you all grown up like Rudy Huxtable

tell me again my baby
that we'll be lovers and friends

the remix (by yazri from tata's TA)

2004-12-15T00:34:00Z

im just too good to be true
cant take your eyes off of me
id be like heaven to touch
you know you wanna hold me so much
at long last my love has arrived
and you thank God you're alive
i'm just too good to be true
you cant take your eyes off of me

-------

lol =)
once again, thanks pup

and although j-me doesnt read this:
you should always do right by the one you love =l

=) thank you mikey

2004-12-13T22:42:01Z

ummmm problem resolved =)

okay
haha old song stuck in my head... i hope you all like it..

"ill be there for you"
these five words i swear to you
when you breathe i wanna be the air for you
i'll be there for you

i'd live and i'd die for you
i'd steal the sun from the sky for you
words can't say what love can do
i'll be there for you

(and that's all i know)
later dayzz

i_zuh @ 2004-12-03T20:41:00

2004-12-04T01:40:50Z

ummmmmm, ummmmmm, i'm stuck! =..=
i dunno what to write

well okay..

ummm
started picture of dorian gray, and its good so far
walked AM to the bus stop today
i saw tracy walking off somewhere at lunch
and oh yeah, volunteering next weekend!
made special box with brian, and i forgotthe other dude's name
i got asked if i thought he was hot, im like "ur okay" and i walked away
and he said "thank you" lol
i was introduced to the fascination of double sided tape lol!!
found an old letter, well i found several actually
and i also found a funny picture =)
and also a stack of other photos...

okay thats it ==============>

life is great

2004-11-16T01:53:21Z

for everyone else..

my brother got to g back home to the philippines, while the farthest ive ever travelled is tennessee for the DI competition.. *sarcastic yay*.. why does he get to go and travel?? oh wells..

finally finished and handed in that essay today =) and by this week, ill be on track for the report card..

poor AM.. i hope she feels better..

and for the rest of you: the little one is very precious!! don't hurt her!!

...*

2004-11-02T02:31:33Z

I remember once when life was grand
Back then you used to hold my hand
And once you wrote our names on the sand
With a heart to dot each "i"

You circles our names in a funny way
Symbolizing all the things you always wished to say
The circle of eternal love
And then you kissed me slowly

One day I awakened with the circle gone
A line placed through my name was drawn
Replaced by something else unknown
Two names so bold as if etched in stone

The waves cam one by one each time
the water washed out what's yours and mine
For the longest time I tried to find
A sign that said you were still mine

The sign did never come that day
And all the things I wished to say
Were lost forever in the chaotic sway
But what remained was that I loved you

super funky day

2004-10-18T23:51:26Z

ewwww i had a TA interview in the afternoon...on my bday!! lol but that's okay cuz im uber on track -)

finally got the beach pics copied... i had a group one done in black and white... i love black and whte pictures, they're just sooo sophisticated and classy.... okay i'm not writing anymore cuz this is the 2nd time im updating... the first one didnt post =S

okay okay okay so uber funky cool day =)

perfect rhyme =)

2004-09-28T01:52:11Z

"Hush Little Baby"
Hush little baby
don’t say a word,
Mama’s gonna buy you
a mocking bird,

If that mocking bird don’t sing,
Mama’s gonna buy you
a diamond ring,

If that diamond ring gets broke,
Mama’s gonna buy you
a billy goat,

If that billy goat don’t pull,
Mama’s gonna buy you
a cart ‘n bull,

If that cart ‘n bull turn over,
Mama’s gonna buy you
a dog named Rover,

If that dog named Rover
don’t bark,
Mama’s gonna buy you
a horse ‘n cart,

Hush little baby don’t say
a word,
Mama’s gonna buy you
a mocking bird,

If that mocking bird don’t sing,
Mama’s gonna buy you
a diamond ring,

If that diamond ring don’t shine,
Hush little baby don’t you mind,

Cuz if that diamond ring
don’t shine,
Mama’s gonna love you
'til the end of time,

I’m always gonna love you
‘til the end of time.

<http://www.singingbabies.com/hush.html>

pretty

2004-09-27T00:34:10Z

i'll never be in paradise
because i don't belong there at all
all i need is a place to hide
to rest my dark and tired soul

if someone will hear my plea
i will give him my empty heart
but never will he receive from me
the love i've longed to find

i_zuh @ 2004-09-25T15:31:00

2004-09-25T19:26:59Z

go back to sleep
in my heart, you ill keep
but don't go or else ill weep
im sorry that im so poor and cheap
does that make me a creep?
when i bite ur nose it goes beep
when ur around my heart takes a leap
my love for u is very deep
and when ur gone,my tears they sseep
gubbly goobly gabbly geep
i love you a big whole heap

ok

2004-09-25T14:41:32Z

what do tidal waves mean in a dream? cuz i was almost drowned by one last nght =S lol
k i was like in a yellow bus going home, cuz that was the new TTC buses and that was the one i rode in @.@
and then warden ave became a road beside the ocean... and the water was like emerald green =) and then yeah. the waves kept coming in and the water kept rushing out but it was still hitting AM and I.
why is it that bad things happen to me when i'm on a yellow us? like my dinosaur dream where everyone who was killed by the dinosaurs turned into zombies.. ok i dunno when my food is ready, but im hungry for breakfast..

oo funniest thing i heard yesterday:

"of course i watch dirty movies! why do you think my right hand is stronger than my left?"

lol. ewwwww. durty

the bestest poem yet...

2004-09-21T01:36:06Z

yeah ppl, check out rommel's poetry skillz.... @.@ .. lol

Dearest boogly boo,
My love for you is uber true
It's so much better than my poo
And even better than Tao of Pooh

Each day with you brings something new
I'm stuck on you like super glue
You're the sweetest girl I ever knew
And also part of my fan crew

Taste yum like gum I like to chew
And after "OH's!" you make me *whew*
I don't feel blue but my sky is blue
And soon you'll be tall as if you grew

Sue, drew, cue also rhyme with boo
These words I use for you to woo
And whether I'm there with you or in Waterloo
Boogly boo, just know that I love you

(8) let it burn

2004-09-16T00:27:04Z

(i don't understand why see it's burning me to hold on to this i know that this is something i gotta do but that don't mean i want to what im trying to say is that i love you but i feel like this is coming to an end and it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you i gotta let it burn) it's gonna burn for me to say this it's coming from my heart been a long time coming but even then we fell apart i realy wanna work this out but i don't think you're gonna change i do but you don't think it's best we go our seperate ways tell me why, i should stay in this relationship when i'm hurtin baby, i ain't happy baby plus there's so many other things i gotta deal with .. you've been gone for too long, it's been fifty-leven days, umteen hours, im gonna be burning till you return .. oh dream i had last night so social science got turned into my grade 3 elementary classroom, with rommel's shrine on top of the door (yes i know... shrine!..lol).. and then when i went inside for morning TA, it became his "livingroom" (which was a really dumpy basement), but yeah.. we were watching TV and there was this guy who had this arm around me.. so kinda felt awkward.. but then i realized it was him and i jumped away.. and then his mom comes in and she hugs me.. and i was like "huh?", and his dad said "hug you're tita anita back!"..and i was like "what? i can't"... and she said "why not hunny?"..and i said "because i'm not with your son".. and then he dissappears and they look at me funny like they didn't know me and was wondering why i was in their living room.. so then i am outside, i am walking out to the front, and my friends are there by the tree.. and i felt free. and then i woke up feeling like lead again... yeah.. lol still not used to waking up at 6.30 =S that's it for now ranted to stef and to joe i was hugging everyone at lunch and it just wasn't the same someone give me a hugging bear? lol, yeah a fuzzy and soft and really cool one!! with a big smile and black beady eyes!! and a big one too, bt not too big that it wont fit in my locker! yeah,i am lucking hugging objects at school -.-

i_zuh @ 2004-09-13T23:34:00

2004-09-14T03:36:15Z

he left with our fight
and we spent the whole night
pretending that everything was alright
but i just wouldn't let it go
as my restless soul shows

sometimes i can't remember
what i promised to never forget
and everything else that's worth forgetting
is all that seems to be left

--

my rommel part II

2004-09-11T15:41:36Z

A million words are not enough

To describe each emotion is so tough

One thousand stars cannot compare

To the light that resides within your stare

Five hundred butterflies flutter inside

For you are the sun that shines so high

No intricate words can ever convey

All of the things I wish to say

I care for you with each breath, each beat of my heart

So one more thing before you go

Something I wish for you to know

This I mean above all else;

I care for you, I need you,

To you I’ll be true,

And last but not least

Is that I LOVE YOU

*Boo-yeah*

i_zuh @ 2004-09-08T21:06:00

2004-09-09T01:43:47Z

happy happy happy two months baby
you're my special baby, and you're also my special buny-turtle!
thanks for walking a thousand miles just to see me tomorrow

lurve you lots

"so don't be surprised if am blunt
i love my rommel
baby happy (2) months"

smile

2004-09-02T01:20:44Z

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for that person.

A sad thing in life is when you find someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

There are things you'd love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear them from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart.

Never say goodbye if you still want to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go.

Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still beleive although they've been betrayed, to those who still need to love although they've been hurt before, and to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Hope you find the one that makes you smile.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Hope you dream of that special someone.

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough money to buy me gifts.

Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress, a loving word may heal and bless.

The beginning of love is to let those we love just be themselves, and not twist them with our own image-otherwise, we love only the reflection of us that we find in them.

The happiest of people don’t have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

what does 'masquerade' mean?

2004-08-28T22:55:25Z

okay, so i go and competew in this endurance training where i give up on the second round because my legs totally gave out.. i was shaking like crazy and i thought that i ould be paralyzed for life..but no, im still alive and doing well, errrr, i just have no stamina that's all, not even to wash the dishes or take a shower becaue i'm sooo stinky =:S ...

i do however, have the strenght to type this entry, because all i really am working out is my brain and fingers..... i wanna go into a deep sleep for like a day because i'm soo tired...

there's like a week of school left and i still need new shoes, not to mention new pants cuz last year's are up to my ankles now =/ i'm waiting till the middle of september to buy writing materials cuz that's when im told the blowout back to school sale happens... so im just gonna get a mechanical to survive the first two weeks of school....

haven't been remembering my dreams since like forever... stef's gone to dominican republice (grrrrr... i wanted to travel this year), and rommel still isn't back from new jersey =( i have nothing to entertain me, i have this one book which i have been dying to read but i promised rommel that i would read it to him when he gets back... err atleast the first chapter on monday...

im soooo hungry, but im too weak to eat, i thought i wasn't gonna participate in the camp thing because my uncvle just told me to show up, but as it turns out, i was asked to join the little kids, i think i was second senior, the oldest was this 23 year old guy... we basically spent the day learning self defence, plus the competition where most of the eliminated didn't successfully complete the endurance... i made it till the end of endurance but i gave out...

i found a funky version of "crazy" by kci and jojo, but i still like the original version..

i wanna change my schedule.... =/

and AM just told me the meaning of a masquerade... *yay*

kk this is the end

i_zuh @ 2004-08-26T23:18:00

2004-08-27T03:14:05Z

hun, if you're bored, i locked my recent entry...so yeah, you know what to do..

the boys of summer

2004-08-22T01:02:36Z

//Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach//
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not at home

But I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream ;)
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, when I get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

Out on the road today, I saw a BLACK FLAG sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice Inside my head said, "Don't look back. You can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but-

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that top pulled down and that radio on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

do you only wanna dance

2004-08-20T03:43:13Z

Funny thing is when I look into your eyes
I sense something so sincere in your disguise
You whisper secrets I hear only in my dreams
Then I wake up to your tele-smoke screen
I wait patiently while you play your game
'Cause in the end, I'll be the winner all the same
You'll see clearly when the song comes to a stop
I'll be the one blowing kisses from the top

[Mya]
(So baby, stop) Stop, you're surrounded
(I got my love) Love all around ya
(One wrong move) Move and I'll down ya
And that'll end ya
You should surrender
You'll never win
Unless you give in

(So stop, baby, stop) Stop, you're surrounded
(I got my love) Love all around ya
(One wrong move) Move and I'll down ya
And that'll end ya
You should surrender
You'll never win
Unless you give in
So won't you give our love a chance?
Or do you only wanna dance?

You put your lips very closely to my face
And then you run away and so begins the chase
I'll be the hunter, but boy, you better pray
'Cause when I want ya, I'll get you anyway
You know what I wanna do
It ain't nothing new
I'm tired of dropping clues
So, gonna step to you
Will you rise to my occasion?
Or will you make me change your station?

Stop, you're surrounded
(I got my love) Love all around ya (Uh)
(One wrong move) Move and I'll down ya
And that'll end ya
You should surrender
You'll never win
Unless you give in

(Stop) Stop, you're surrounded
(Oh, I got my love) Love all around ya
(One wrong move) Move and I'll down ya
And that'll end ya (Uh)
You should surrender (Uh)
You'll never win
Unless you give in
So won't you give our love a chance?
Or do you only wanna dance?

If you take my hands
And follow my lead
I'll make you dance (I can make you dance)
But if you get my feet (Get my feet)
And miss the beat (And miss the beat)
Then I can't take that chance (Then I can't take that chance)
If you take my hands (Oh)
And follow my lead (Oh, Oh, oh-oh)
I'll make you dance (I can make you dance)
But if you get my feet (Get my feet)
And miss the beat (And miss the beat)
Then I can't take that chance (I can't take it)

(So stop it) Stop, you're surrounded
(I got my love) Love all around ya
(One wrong move) Move and I'll down ya
And that'll end ya
You should surrender
You'll never win
Unless you give in

(So stop) Stop, you're surrounded (Baby stop)
Love all around ya
(One wrong move) Move and I'll down ya
And that'll end ya (Uh)
You should surrender (Uh)
You'll never win
Unless you give in

(Stop, baby, stop) Stop, you're surrounded
(I got my love) Love all around ya (All around you)
Move and I'll down ya
And that'll end ya
You should surrender
You'll never win
Unless you give in

(So stop) Stop, you're surrounded
(I got my love) Love all around ya (All around you)
Move and I'll down ya (Uh-uh-uh)
And that'll end ya (Uh-uh-uh!)
You should surrender (Uh-uh-uh!!)
You'll never win
Unless you give in
So won't you give our love a chance?